Slice me open periodically to ease the tension building up out of nothing. It's random, but it's not stopping. If I keep it off my mind, maybe I'd be fine, but I can't keep it off my mind. My distractions just aren't working this time. The buzz is wearing off. Is my head back to normal or did it shatter in the fall? If I keep it off my mind, maybe I'll be fine, but my distractions just aren't working this time. And what hurts the worst is that I know you'll be the first, not to mention, the only one who thinks that it's your fault. And I can't even begin to explain how you're the only thing that's kept me sane. That's kept me from unraveling. You kept me from unraveling better than all the drugs I was taking.
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